Sooo….I want to travel. I want to explore. I want to go places I have never been. I never cared before to go anywhere nor was I ever really in a place emotionally and physically where I would have been able to. My friend and I made a decision to go on a vacation next year. It’s more motivation to stay well and to continue taking care of myself. I know its far off, but I am putting my intention out there. I am writing it down. I am “logging” so to speak, my excitement so I can come back and read this some day when I convince myself I don’t care about anything. To be able to go somewhere without any chains will feel amazing. With no obsession to use drugs, with being able to get out of bed in the morning. I have some desire today. I never had desire. I wasn’t sure if I was just never born with it, or if it was ripped away from me at a very young age.
Again, I am throwing it out there!
Where have you traveled or where would you like to travel to?
