Creations

For the past 3 years I have had the outlook that staying positive is the best thing. It’s part of my recovery to maintain a positive attitude and too keep looking forward. However, rarely have I felt that I am struggling since then but when I do feel like I am struggling I don’t like to tell people because I think it’s breaks what I have honored and told people for so long. I don’t like to have people see me sad, or struggling because I think it brings the people in my life back to how I “use” to be.
Even though every one struggles and has hard times, I almost feel as though I am not able to express it sometimes. Because I feel turningpointCT is a place I can be honest with, I am having a hard time lately. It isn’t just one thing.. but multiple things. I can feel that I am unhappy with some things in my life and I think that if I change it I will have a lot of upset people in my life. I know I need to do what’s best for me though. It’s just really hard.
Today I just want to be able to talk about my obstacles and not feel like people are going to be upset with me because of it.